lost in love and desire

I miss her.. I talked to her a couple of hours ago, a very casual conversation and.. goddamnit! I miss her madly, and I don't know how to reach out to her.. if stepping away or being there, I have no clue about what to do, if I should close this chapter and move on, or keep holding on.. I know she's worth all the trouble I've been through. I just wish she'd talk to me in a crude, objective way to make me understand what is it that she wants. Am I lame? pathetic? Its just that im on vacation so I have time to overthink stuff.. thats why Im being like this.

I Love You, you mean Goat

Love,
Larkin