The Gift of Homosexuality -- Mel White

Justin Bieber stole The Lesbian Haircut!

GO Green Subaru

She & Him | Thieves (Official Video)

Stand for yourself

All right.. Im def. screwed! Can't stop thinkin about her, I mean, I'm not sad.. I'm just fantasizing, and I just can't stop wanting her lips touching mine and feeling her hand squeezing mine. I wanna be brave enough to grab her and kiss her, maybe I just havent found the time yet for that since the only place I see her is in school.. epic fail, I know.

Anyway, I've been thinking that I shouldn't be torturing myself 'cause all I've done is being myself, and I'm not gonna change that just to get her back. You see, I truly love and enjoy being myself.. I have lots of fun when I hang out with me.. hahaha sounds crazy? Well its the truth. And I'll never give up myself for another person.. EVER! So, I'm gonna pull-off a 'Maureen Johnson' : "Take me baby, or leave me".

She constantly tells me 'this is me, take me or leave me' and I always say 'I take you for exactly who you are' and thats me being completely honest. I love that girl for who she is, she may be bipolar and mean, but, I love her.. And the best part is that I truly love her and I'm not willing to give up myself for her, that's a HUGE step for me! And I have to thank Jess, a vlogger whom I love (look for her on youtube 'cautiousplay' and 'thebeaverbunch') for her advice on relationships donts!

NEVER give up yourself.. if you ever consider giving up things that you enjoy, or people that you love, or the job that you are crazy about, then I have to tell you.. that person is not for you, and if you decide to stay with that person anyway, your relationship is headed towards a cliff because, either you like it or not, when you realize all you've given up for that person and that person didn't do the same for you, a bad, annoying grudge will grow inside you and LOVE will turn into HATE and GUILT! So I recommend you to analyse your current relationship, talk things that bother you through and decide wether that person is worthy of your sweet time or not.

As Jess would say "Let your relationship be a PART of your life, not your WHOLE life"

Love,
Larkin

You have to believe in yourself.

I just love this girl

H.E.L.P.!

Heyo, I just felt the need to scream for help, seriously!
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH
I'm in fucking loveeee and I can't fall out..! Even though she's been completely ignoring me, pushing me away, and being mean all the time!! What should I do??? What what whaat? Someone please help me.. What should I do to make her go head over heels for me like she once was? Can I go back in time? Just a couple of months..? shite.. I'm screwed.

          

All time favorite movie

Opportunities won't be there forever

So true

I'm pretty sure we'll be seeing this girl in American Idol

It's Up To Us

Heyo beutiful people! I wanted to share this video with you all, thanks to Arlan, a fellow blogger for posting this because otherwise I wouldve never found it and, most importantly, share it wth you.

This girl truly inspired me and her speech made me feel very good about myself, not that before this I wasnt happy and comfortable with my sexual orientation, but it never hurts to hear this kind of things from other people, enjoy :)

I Can't Do It Alone from Chicago

Vlog .. anyone... ? ?

Oh HEY! I was thinking about Vlogging from time to time.. what do you say? would you like to watch me talk about love, lesbians, music, cheesiness, sex, tv, art, theatre??? If you do let me know and ask stuff..so I can respond you via video ;) lemme know, comment here or send me a message

love you all,
Larkin

Embrace.And.Move.On

Hello people! First of all, I know I haven't been writing as often as I should, but I don't have time! Right now it's 3:05a.m. and I should be sleeping.. specially because tomorrow I'm having a very busy day, well.. not only tomorrow.. this whole week! Seriously, I barely have time to do personal stuff.. lately it all has been about teamwork, responsibilities, stress, laughter, over-thinking, love, passion.. but there's no "me" time, so I think it is healthy for me to blog now, to enjoy a tiny, bubbly "me" time before going to bed!

Alright, I've been thinking about all the people I've been involved with in my whole life. First guys, then girls, now genius Aliens.. just kidding, let's leave it in girls.. hehe.. umm yes, anyway, I realized that all these people I've been involved with marked the person I am today. First this guy who kinda broke my heart a little by telling me that he didn't want a relationship.. ok.. let's recapitulate, from the beginning, he was the first guy I ever dated, I was 17 years old, he treated me like a princess, and was the first guy I got involved with sexually.. I am a goldstar, I never slept with him - thank God - but we did get to second base, so yeah, I was never in love but I was, indeed, expecting a serious relationship... I'm not a slut - when it comes to guys ;) nee I am not in a general basis - but he decided to keep things casual, of course I walked away. The second guy was just weird, but sweet..I don't even remember quite well 'cause we dated very shortly, I still remember though that I dumped him for someone else.. oh gosh hahahah I'm having too many flashbacks, by then I was 18 already. The third guy was very handsome and such a "gentleman".. NOT REALLY, that was just his persona.. Ok we dated for like 2 months or something, we got along quite well, I really liked him, and I thought that he really liked me too, no kissing though, mhm, in the whole 2 months no kissing! But then New Years party came aaaand we got wasted, we kissed, made out.. Next day no call.. A week later, still no call..like forreals?! Some girls are the same so.. Anyway, I got really mad but then I met this wonderful guy who I crushed for 2 years, there was flirting but anything happened ever. I decided to move on and see what happens next - drumroll, please - I met a girl, at school, YES, I was about to turn 20.. She was freaking gorgeous! She flirted, I fell and we became girlfriends, long story short, she went back to her hometown, Spain (yes, a freaking continent away), we tried to make things work but no, never works, soo I cried, and I suffered for 4 or 5 months more less, then all of a sudden I started meeting more girls, well.. not all of a sudden, I started going to gay clubs hehe.. but yes, indeed, SUDDENLY, I started dating girls, lots of girls! Good things happened, bad things happened.. 'til I met this one girl who, a month later, made me her girlfriend. It's been my longest relationship so far, 11 months.. I still can't believe how on Earth I took that step with her.. oh well.. as I always say..

Now, now.. I'm not being mean, just honest hehe.. anyway we broke up and I started dating this other girl.. what can I say about this girl.. she's fantastic! We used to blow each others mind, but then some shit happened, my first crazy-ass girlfriend dragged me out of the closet with my family and she screwed everything up! Obviously too much pressure was happening to me at the time so I couldn't find a way to maintain a healthy relationship so I decided to break up, oh how I suffered.. and that's how the mess started! I fell in love with my best lesbian friend, then I got over her.. like 3 months later.. it was not love, it was just a SERIOUS crush, to be honest.. then I met 2 american girls, I slept with one of them, then I figured out that I liked her friend even more so.. I slept with her friend and this time, forreals, I fell in love with her.. but of course she went back to her hometown, then, one more time, moved to London (again, a continent away).. meh the story of my life! I used to think that she was the one, now I just think of her as an impossible love, we became very good friends though and I like that, a lot. It took me 4 months to get over her. I finally did it, and I met another girl, which you already now a bit about her, the one with the girlfriend.. and now.. I am madly in love with this amazing girl.. or, may I say.. with this genius Alien? Just kidding.. she's a genius, she's my goat (not literally a goat..) but she's very, very weird.. She knows exactly how to keep me there and that scares me! I think, actually, that I never been this scared before, I usually have control of the relationship and I have the other person figured out, well, with this one I can't, 'cause she's not complicated.. I mean, I know that she feels for me, but she tend to overthink things and.. I don't know, Im too tired right now to try to figure her out.

And that's my history with relationships so far. Each and every person have left like a piece of them on me that, altogether, make the person that I am today. And I am grateful! Grateful and I feel worthy, and loved.. and I know that I have a great capacity to love someone wholly. The woman that has given me more knowledge of myself is the present one. I never thought that I could be this patient.. that every time I look at her I just.. melt.. I respect her in so many ways even though all I wanna do is grab her, take her to a dark place, kiss her passionately and rip her clothes off. I know her already a little too well and I know now how to react to certain attitudes and that she over appreciates her space. That everytime she's down, or stressed, I'm very happy to know that I said something that made her laugh.. the best part is how I feel.. happy. Relaxed, secure.. sure.. just.. happy. And I could never do anything good enough to thank her for what she's done to me. The only thing that freaks me out is that I want a relationship with her NOW.. and she doesn't.. and she doesn't let me get too close, but I'm sure that I'll find a way.. if she's meant to be with me.. Love.. will never leave us alone.

So that's it for today, really hoping you didn't get bored.. hehe, with all the drama and the cheesiness.. I'm off, 'Night!

Love,
Larkin

let's break up and then make up...

Unfortunately..

No idea how..

Hey peeps! whoa, it's been a very busy week, with rehearsals, activities, directing, play writing.. I barely have time to breathe, but oh how happy I am, really, if you could see me right now you'd be like.. did the sunshine fall on your head? hahaha anyway, I'm proud, and VERY happy to announce you that I am really in love this time, like forreals.. Gosh, I dont know what he did to me.. this guy is something else.. oh yeah.. I don't like girls anymore.. he's tall, strong, he loves to dance, sing and act.. he's perfect for me, and he likes me back!! that's the best part, so I dont know.. we've had marriage conversations, probably next year we'll get married and in 2013, God bless us all, have our first child :) 

... I'm really hoping you didn't fall for that straight girl fairytale bullshit.. Not coming from me.. hahahaha no but really.. I am in love.. YES, with the same girl.. the same girl who loves ballet, has the smarts, loves musical theatre and is simply.. perfect.. she's amazing, like wholly.. we've had our problems but somehow we always go back to being the same as we were before. I'm not sure if we're dating still but I treat her like my little unique and precious diamond, God, if only I could see her outside as often as I'd like and treat her like my one and only lover.. ok im gonna stop now hahah.

I'm gonna stop now 'cause I dont even have strength to keep writing.. Im exhausted!!!

Love,
Larkin

Janis Joplin - Get it while you can

Immortal. Passion never dies.

Janis Joplin - Ball and Chain

Happy 68th birthday Janis!

to be honest..

destiny

read this, I'm..

always..

love, no hate

  

labels are trending

there's not a thing that I would change

good morning upper east siders

take the good and all the bad that comes with me

Love,
Larkin

to the goat I love

Alice and Dana *sigh..

This is my favorite The L Word couple - enjoy :)

Love,
Larkin

Enjoy a few screams?

Heyo peeps, how y'all doin'? Im in the mood for a very interesting, and well researched topic: cuddling movies YAY.. no, not epic romance chick flicks, or drama flicks.. nooo HORROR films ha! just my favorite type of cuddling movies, why? well, your partner, or you (depends on whose the wussy) adopt a fetal position towards the significant other and cover their eyes with the elbows and the partner just hugs away, it is too cute, a sensation of 'I feel safe with you' and 'You feel safe with me :)' I am too cheesy I can't stand myself, THE POINT is, I wanna share with you my favorite horror films through all time, plus the worlds favorite horror movies of all time, which we dont necessarily agree..

    1. Halloween (1978)

There's nothing scarier than the classic horror plot: beware babysitters, you'll get guttered, oh wait, is this her liver in the mailbox? What the? Who the hell managed to stab her into the kitchen door and leave her hanging there? Oooohhh TERRIBLE mistake, do not have sex! Omg. they're both dead! TUUURN AROUND!! HE'S BEHIIND YOOOU!! hahaha typical reactions to a CLASSICAL horror movie.

Halloween H20 (1998)

The original Halloween is, was, and ever shall be the alpha and omega of bogeyman flicks. It also remains one of the most profitable indie films of all time — costing a mere $300,000 and pulling in more than $55 million. The influence of Psycho (''It's the granddaddy of all horror movies,'' says Carpenter) is everywhere — from the tiniest details (Donald Pleasence's Dr. Sam Loomis is named after Janet Leigh's boyfriend in Psycho) to the casting of Jamie Lee Curtis as Halloween's shrieking heroine and babysitter in peril. ''It didn't hurt that Janet Leigh was her mom,'' says Carpenter, ''because everyone's a fan of Psycho.'' And Halloween.

Psycho (1960)

I personally believe that Jamie Lee Curtis is the 'Scream Queen' and that Carpenter is the 'Scream Genius', so the combination of them both is perfect. I love each and every movie of this excellent and mind thrilling sequel. Rob Zombie, I don't know what the hell he's doing but, he has to stop guttering the original movies, Rob Zombie's are just TERRIBLE! Plus, there's something about the Mike Myers mask that I don't like --

Rob Zombie

John Carpenter

Do you see the difference?! I don't know, maybe it's that I have too much love for the original Myers, plus, Halloween without Jamie Lee Curtis, is not Halloween, there'll never be another Lori Strode.. EVER! So make a note-to-self Rob Zombie and stop trying to re-make John Carpenter's masterpieces! Oh, and also, the original music is AMAZING, John Carpenter is a freaking-A-Genius! 

    2. The Others (2001)

This is a Spanish masterpiece, the best Nicole Kidman movie I've ever seen, and the best directed ghost film ever. With an original soundtrack composed by Alejandro Amenabar, who's also the director and the writer, "The Others" makes you glue your eyes from beginning to ending and leaves you with your mouth wide open, having these mixed feelings about the characters. It manages to lead the suspense very slowly, but it never gets boring, it's not a slow movie, it keeps you interested every single second. Though it doesn't give more scares than the usual, the story itself is scary, and twisted, but it describes exactly how the 4th dimension works, which we will be entering anytime soon, if you believe in that crap, I certainly do, and let me tell you I do not like ghosts! The concept in this film is identical to The  Sixth Sense: there are dead people who don't realize that they're dead. The movie is told from their perspective and the audience itself doesn't/shouldn't realize it until the final moments (though some people will get it). If you haven't seen it, I highly recommend it, it'll chill your bones! This is, for me, Nicole Kidman's masterpiece and, well, not for nothing is my number 2 on my all time favorite horror movies list. Alejandro Amenabar does a fine job of creating a terrifying atmosphere. I highly recommend you to check it out on a big screen with surround sound, play it very loud.

    3. The Shining (1980)


Have you heard the phrases "Red Rum" and "Here's Johnny"? This famous quotes are from this horror masterpiece, they've been around since 1980 'til now, 2011, and I get the feeling that they'll be around forever. Movies this good never die. Directed by the  psychological horror genius Stanley Kubrick, starring Jack Nicholson. Kubrick's adaptation of Stephen King's novel about the Torrance family's headlong plunge into insanity during a secluded Colorado winter remains (better known for its T-shirt quotables ''Heeeere's Johnny!'' ''All work and no play make Jack a dull boy'') than as a beautiful and pleasing horror film. It's a shame. With a haunting score, luscious, near-eternal Steadicam shots, and Jack Nicholson's grand pirouette into murderous madness at its heart, it's one of the most artful horror films in history. You see it now and, perhaps, get disappointed because nowadays there's a misinterpretation of a great horror film, horror this days is gore, like Hostel, or Saw, but most of the horror movies nowadays lack the intelligence behind the horror story, now it's all about butching and guttering away. Nonetheless,  this movie will be around forever.

    4. Ju-On (2000)


You know what I find most terrifying besides ghosts? Not to be insulting, or anything, but asians.. So if you mix a ghost movie with asians.. I think I might cry. Ju-On, written by Takashi Shimizu, is the original "The Grudge", I personally didn't like, at all, The Grudge, I mean, I saw it but I didn't even understand it, I felt like it lacks explanation. On the other hand, Ju-On is terrifying and it does have a line of explanation. The story involves a home-care worker named Rika who comes to help a bed-ridden old woman in her house. The woman seems terrified of something, and further investigation reveals that the house has many hidden secrets. Police investigate the strange occurrences and find that many people who have gone to that house have never returned. The first incident, in which a man murdered his wife, triggered these events and the house is now haunted by the evil spirit of that wife's vengeance. It is quiet, followed by creepy sounds, bizarre imagery, and some creepy looking girl peering through the top of her eyelids and making very spooky, and chilling sounds that make your skin crawl. I highly recommend the Japanese version, not the American one with Sarah Michelle Gellar on it.

    5. Jaws (1975)

These movies will always be a classic, and even though nowadays we can see the whole robotic movements of 'Bob' (the immense Great White Shark), everytime we go into the ocean we can't help but think "what if a shark comes into here and eat me?!", even in a lake, or a POOL! at least I know that I'm scared of the ocean...and pools... Ironically, one of my favorite animals are the Great White Sharks, but that doesn't mean that they dont freak me out, a bit. Directed by the genius Steven Spielberg, the story is about a huge, hungry, and vindictive Great White. As Jaws progresses we learn that this is not a run-of-the-mill “animal attack” story, but a battle of wills between an intelligent and determined killer and a would-be hero. The final showdown must happen on the killer’s home turf – the deep blue sea. The fact that Jaws was released so long ago is reason enough for many newer-generation horror freaks to discount it as an old “shark attack movie”. This is compounded by the unfortunate release of several terrible sequels that did little more then dilute the power and impact of the original. My wholehearted recommendation is that horror freaks young and old make a place for Jaws on their horror agendas.

     6. When A Stranger Calls (2006)


I haven't seen the original movie, but this one I entirely loved and it gave me a few scares, and rushes like shouting to the screen "BEHIND YOU!" and "RUN!!". I love that it has the classic story line of the stalker behind the cute babysitter trying to kill her. Directed by Simon West, and starred by the beautiful, young, and very talented Camile Belle, this psychological thriller will make you feel like you want to jump into the screen and kill the badass motherfuckin stalker.

    7. Scream (1998)

Directed by Wes Craven, starred by Neve Campbell, Courtney Cox, and David Arquette. This movie will always have a little piece of my heart. Actually I love the sequel, and I'm just thrilled about Scream 4 coming out anytime soon, remaining loyal to their main actors. I think everyone knows what this movie is about, anyway, what I love the most is the way how Craven mixes real life and movie life into the movie, know what I mean? Also I find it very smart how he takes and just makes us realize on screen lots of epic, classic horror movies of all time. "This is the Millennium,  who needs a motive these days" That's one of my favorite quotes said by Randy, repeated by the guy behind the creepy ghost face, Billy Loomis. During the course of the movie, the characters talk about "traditional" horror films such as Friday The 13th or Halloween, and the traditional mistakes that all the characters that get killed make, yet the plot of Scream itself follows the formula almost exactly the same, essentially showing us exactly what the characters were talking about. Perhaps the best part of the writing, however, is the way in which different characters are made out to be suspects. Rather than a big creepy guy or a supernatural entity chasing down the kids, we know the killer is human and probably someone close to Sidney Prescott, the victim and heroine of all the movies. I highly recommend you to watch them, they're fun, entertaining, makes you a little jumpy, and very smart.

This is the list of my all time favorite horror movies, just pointing out, the movies above that have sequels, I love each and every of them ;) Im a faithful fan, specially Halloween, and Scream :) Anyway, other epic movies you need to see is:
- Rosemary's Baby (1968): It's a psychological horror flick, with a beautifully well directed line of suspense, incredible music, and an outstanding performance by Mia Farrow. Directed by Roman Polanski.
- Poltergeist (1982): Directed by Tobe Hopper. It's pretty well directed, keeps you entertained, and makes you wanna jump into the screen and save the poor kiddies in danger. Fun-fact, while recording the film, a lot of strange deaths occurred on set, check it out ;).
- The Last Exorcism (2010): This movie, even though new, I found it extremely well directed, how the whole movie is made as if it was a documentary, and how it made my skin crawl all the way 'til te end. Directed by Daniel Stamm.
- A Nightmare On Elm Street (1984): Directed by Wes Craven. In the dreams of his victims, a spectral child murderer, Freddy Krueger, stalks the children of the members of the lynch mob that killed him. One, Two, Freddy's coming for you (8), that song is just creepy, I had to stay awake for days after I saw it! Fun-fact - a young, attractive Johnny Depp stars in the original movie. 
- Friday The 13th (1980): The story about Jason Borhees avenging his mother, thought I thought that it may be too similar to my all time favorite horror movie Halloween, and I didn't like that, but it's a world wide favorite horror movie. Directed by Sean S. Cunningham.


This is it for now fellas! 'Til next time =) I hope you find my reviews useful.


Love always,
Larkin

yes, YOU

[for a goat, you are excessively beautiful, and i love you]

in so many ways

And I love you.

Lesbians in Cinema in Three Minutes or Less: Rotten Tomatoes Show

I think the same sigh

wise words

internal war

I don't do sadness

heyo peeps.. so I'm over the drama, I woke up feeling wonderfully, maybe because yesterday I got drunk with my best friend and we just had the best time, I ended up fallin asleep on his bed, and I discovered that he's the cuddling type.. and I was like, dude, I love you, you're the cuddling type, I am too but.. the thing is, you're not my type.. he just LOLd because he's gay too.. ANYWAY.. between Spring Awakening's I Don't Do Sadness, and The Sound Of Music's Favorite Things, I've realized that I have a lot of great things going on in my life.. even though my mother is TOTALLY freaking out because of the goddamn situation here in Monterrey, yes, it keeps getting WORSE.. she was like.. FORGET ABOUT GOING OUT! It's proven that the situation here in Monterrey is the same as in Somalia and Cuba.. say wuuut? and I'm like.. mom.. are you for real? please tell you me are not! Well.. I'm sorry to hear 'bout that but, you know, I'm 22 years old, I'm not going to stay in my house forever..! And if you're really THAT scared well.. send me away! New York.. hehe.. taking advantage of the situation..

Anyway.. today I begin my Hip Hop workshop :O I'm so excited but so nervous.. I dont have moves you know?! I just don't like looking like a fool but I need to practice dancing techniques, plus that'll give me a HOT body.. plus pluuuuus a kickass 'tude hehehe.. ok I think I'm sounding VERY lame. Have you heard the new Britney Spears single? It just made my day, and my night.. GOSH I love it! Specially the lyrics. I have to go right now, I'll come back in a few and finish this post..

Love,
Larkin

no title..

heyo.. so I need someone to talk to, actually, I need to talk to one person, but I can't say anything to her that I wanna say so I'm just gonna let it all out here.. so I think I screwed things up, I thought that it wouldn't hurt as much, but it does.. it hurts like hell. I'm thinking about dropping out of school, at least for the nights, 'cause I dont wanna hurt myself by seeing her, I'm in love, she's not, sad story, pathetic..

I wonder..

Ladies.. this is my wife :)

no regrets, just love.

don't be super gay

the truth is..

Do you want to know a secret?

Do you promise not to tell?? :$

Immortality

A Queen like her NEVER die, she just evolved.. represents my past, my present, and will represent my future.. Janis Joplin 1943 - oo, long live the Queen 

oh haaaii :)

Don't get fucking confused

Easy A

Yes, I'm guilty of this

let.go.

Heyo beautiful people :) so.. I don't have much to write about, or maybe.. yes.. maybe I only think I don't have much to write about but there's a reason why I decided to blog.. who knows? I'll have to find out as im writing.

So, I'm chillin, listenin' to the Wicked  soundtrack.. Eddie, my monkey, is jumping and going crazy all over my room.. it's like a plus, you know, my Chistery... get it? no? hahahah anyway, I'm feeling kind of nostalgic.. I guess being alone, sleeping through the day, thinkin about New York, and listenin' to the Wicked soundtrack make me feel this. Sometimes I think that I'm bipolar, on the other hand I'm a Gemini, if you're into the astrological stuff you know what I mean.. I'm tired of being like this, sometimes I wish I could be a little less intense.. I'm kind of down, and I hate this.. I went to a shrink and she told me that its lack of sex that's bringin' me down.. totally kidding, just singing Basketcase in my head.. I'm listening to For Good, how I love that song, how I cry to it.. its heartbreaking and just beautiful.. anyway, I do think its lack of sex that's bringing me down, I've been in a sexy mood for 2 or 3 weeks, I dont know, and I'm not getting any, but see, I'm not the kind of person that goes out there and look for a one night stand, I'm all about epic romance with the one I care about.. I dont know why the hell I'm writing about this hahaha, this thing have become my public diary.. why should my life and my thoughts should be kept a secret anyway, I'm just human, I bet that more than 98% of the human population can relate to this.. I guess I'll just keep dancing through life, opening doors, creepy boxes, walking into the dark more often, take more risks.. realize that life is really short.. do whatever I feel like, with respect to others of course.. stop needing and just enjoy what I already have. sigh.. nothing matters, it's just life, so I'll keep dancing through.. yes that's from Wicked.. im off y'all.

Love always,

Larkin

If I said..

... would you hold it against me?

Good advice --

Morning y'all!

Just wanted to wish you a GREAT day! I'm up, getting ready for school..
CARPE.DIEM
CARPE.OMNIS
Talk to you later :)

Love always,
Larkin

cuteneeeeesss