Tuesday, November 2, 2010

2 Words: KARMA BITCH!

Yooo! Whoa it's been a loooong long time! To tell ya the truth, I lost my muse.. ZERO inspiration, and now I've got my "muchness" (I watched Alice In Wonderland 2 days ago..) back! What brought it back? Well.. if you know me you'll know what did the trick.. Yes! A girl..!

OOOH MY.. A lot has happened this month, I got into a musical! I'm so excited 'bout that.. Remember the 1st Blog entry that I posted.. Well, those days are over, I'm over her thank God! Yes, it took me a while.. I know, but gimme a break! I'm a romantic! Haha! Anyway.. ooh I've learned to settle in Monterrey, New York is planned now for June - crossing fingers - let's see what happens.. and oh yeah, I met someone, and I just got soo distracted listening to a love song.. Arghhh I hate it when this happens! Specially when she is like.. kind of, impossible.. yeah, kind of.. Anyway I'm gonna share with you the story, I met her a month ago, and oh well.. When I saw her I was like.. Oh My Gosh! I didn't know what to do, how to make the approach.. Everybody kept telling me that she was straight, but I didn't care, I just kept staring at her.. I dont give up that easy you know?.. still, I had trouble figuring out how to make the approach, specially 'cause I thought she was straight.. so I just kept on partying singing Justin Bieber's Baby out loud.. yeah, I was wasted ok?!?!?!?! plus it is funny to dance and sing to his tunes..and then out of nowhere I felt a poke.. I turned around and guess who poked me.. YES! her.. oooohh beauty, I just couldnt believe it! she asked me if I had a cigarette so I gave her one and the conversation started.. of course it's never that easy.. a guy pulled me out of there 'cause he wanted to introduce me to someone else.. he literally dragged me, even though I refused.. but the events of that night just led to us having a pleasant, idiotic, drunken conversation.. nothing happened of course, I still thought that she was straight.. then I got home and I added her to facebook.. and the flirting began, I was soo confused, and like she is SO SOO beautiful I thought she was the type of girl that likes being liked by everybody, so I couldn't fantasize for my own protection.. but still I kept thinking about her, and finally one month later.. that's 2 days ago, I got to see her at a halloween party, the LAMEST halloween party in all existence! meh, I'm exaggerating, , a little.. but of course when I saw her it all got better.. I'm not going into details but, she BLEW my mind.. I CAN'T FCKING HELP IT! I'M A HOPELESS ROMANTIC! Anyway, she told me that she had a girlfriend.. hence the title of this entry.. I dont know how much wrong I've done in y life..I mean, to take me away one girl, ok.. I'll deal with it, but 2.. in the SAME year! Gimme a break life.. I'm not that bad :(.. still, like I've said before.. I dont give up easy, I truly wanna see where this leads us to..You know, I've learned that with each person the experience is totally different, I mean, she made me feel like, I don;t know but I've never felt that turned on.. EVER! and she really wakes up this soft side of me, like I want her to feel safe with me..shes so fuckin special, sigh, I'll keep you updated!