2 Words: KARMA BITCH!

Yooo! Whoa it's been a loooong long time! To tell ya the truth, I lost my muse.. ZERO inspiration, and now I've got my "muchness" (I watched Alice In Wonderland 2 days ago..) back! What brought it back? Well.. if you know me you'll know what did the trick.. Yes! A girl..!

OOOH MY.. A lot has happened this month, I got into a musical! I'm so excited 'bout that.. Remember the 1st Blog entry that I posted.. Well, those days are over, I'm over her thank God! Yes, it took me a while.. I know, but gimme a break! I'm a romantic! Haha! Anyway.. ooh I've learned to settle in Monterrey, New York is planned now for June - crossing fingers - let's see what happens.. and oh yeah, I met someone, and I just got soo distracted listening to a love song.. Arghhh I hate it when this happens! Specially when she is like.. kind of, impossible.. yeah, kind of.. Anyway I'm gonna share with you the story, I met her a month ago, and oh well.. When I saw her I was like.. Oh My Gosh! I didn't know what to do, how to make the approach.. Everybody kept telling me that she was straight, but I didn't care, I just kept staring at her.. I dont give up that easy you know?.. still, I had trouble figuring out how to make the approach, specially 'cause I thought she was straight.. so I just kept on partying singing Justin Bieber's Baby out loud.. yeah, I was wasted ok?!?!?!?! plus it is funny to dance and sing to his tunes..and then out of nowhere I felt a poke.. I turned around and guess who poked me.. YES! her.. oooohh beauty, I just couldnt believe it! she asked me if I had a cigarette so I gave her one and the conversation started.. of course it's never that easy.. a guy pulled me out of there 'cause he wanted to introduce me to someone else.. he literally dragged me, even though I refused.. but the events of that night just led to us having a pleasant, idiotic, drunken conversation.. nothing happened of course, I still thought that she was straight.. then I got home and I added her to facebook.. and the flirting began, I was soo confused, and like she is SO SOO beautiful I thought she was the type of girl that likes being liked by everybody, so I couldn't fantasize for my own protection.. but still I kept thinking about her, and finally one month later.. that's 2 days ago, I got to see her at a halloween party, the LAMEST halloween party in all existence! meh, I'm exaggerating, , a little.. but of course when I saw her it all got better.. I'm not going into details but, she BLEW my mind.. I CAN'T FCKING HELP IT! I'M A HOPELESS ROMANTIC! Anyway, she told me that she had a girlfriend.. hence the title of this entry.. I dont know how much wrong I've done in y life..I mean, to take me away one girl, ok.. I'll deal with it, but 2.. in the SAME year! Gimme a break life.. I'm not that bad :(.. still, like I've said before.. I dont give up easy, I truly wanna see where this leads us to..You know, I've learned that with each person the experience is totally different, I mean, she made me feel like, I don;t know but I've never felt that turned on.. EVER! and she really wakes up this soft side of me, like I want her to feel safe with me..shes so fuckin special, sigh, I'll keep you updated!

C'mon you homosexual demon, we want a clean spirit, IN THE NAME OF JESUS!

People will NEVER stop surprising me.. check this out

Is Gay the new Black?

hey folks.. I found this video on youtube, this was shot before Prop 8 got overturned but still it is very interesting, it's a debate about gay marriage and whether gay is the new black or not.. I hope you find so hilarious the points of view of the straight people, I know I did! enjoy!

4 days

Hello peeps! Wazzaaaa.. j/k. You'll probably notice that I'm not being myself today.. Or maybe you won't, in either case I got very very sick, I felt like I was gonna die, literally, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't sleep.. Oh yeah, I got a miserable cold.. that's IT! And now I don't take colds for granted anymore! Ok, so I got sick on Monday, thats 4 days ago and since then I haven't had a single cigarette! That's like BIG NEWS, those who know me know very well that I'm a chain smoker and this is the first time in 4 years that I've spent more than 1 day without a smoke..Yes im super excited and everything, but MAN IS THIS HARD! I already feel my heartbeats going faster, then slower then faster.. my head is gonna explode.. Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm not breathing a normal air, I have this weird craving for acids and candy.. 

When I'm at home one of the things that I really enjoy doing is playing PS3 or Xbox 360, specifically Call of Duty, that's like my all-time favorite game, I have the entire collection! I usually spend hours playing it.. ok today I didn't last for more than 2 hours! that's absurd.. and it's all because I got stressed out and I really needed a cigarette.. It's like the worst feeling ever.. I don't even know how to describe it... It got so intense that I had to stop playing and come up to my room and try to sleep.. obviously I couldn't sleep. So I found this article on the web and it's quite interesting, I wanna share it with you guys, I'm including notes after each step

The First 30 Days: Quit Smoking!

1. Plan ahead.

Choose a date to stop smoking, giving yourself enough time to create a plan and to elicit advice from other people who’ve quit. Then, write in a journal how often you smoke and under what circumstances — once you’re aware of your triggers, you can come up with strategies to overcome them.

- I didn't planned ahead, it just happened.. I've tried a million time to quit smoking by setting a date, DOESN'T WORK! 

2. Pick your method.

No single approach works for everyone, and you may need to try a few strategies at once to attack the problem from different angles. Make sure you address both your physical dependence on nicotine as well as your emotional triggers (stress, anger, boredom). Log on to smokefree.gov to research your options.

- My problem with tobacco is emotional, whenever I feel stressed I smoke, whenever I feel tired I smoke, whenever I feel... WHATEVER.. so it's way more difficult because in my case cigarette's do fill an empty gap, I'm still thinking with what I'm gonna fill it :s

3. Create new routines.

Since smoking is a part of your day, you’ll need to form new habits. Chew gum instead of taking a drag after lunch, or play a computer game in place of your cigarette break. Avoid situations associated with lighting up — go to smoke-free restaurants, and if you puff away in your car, have it detailed to get rid of the smell.

4. Get support.

You are the only one who can make yourself stop smoking, but surrounding yourself with friends, family, and fellow quitters can help you get through tough days. Pick someone who really wants you to kick the habit and make him or her your go-to person when a craving hits. Or call 800-QUIT-NOW to talk to a quit coach in your area.

- Of course it is easier when nobody around you smokes.. in my case EVERYBODY around me smoke! let's see how that goes for me..

5. Think positive.

Know that each day you get through without smoking is an accomplishment. Keep yourself inspired to stick with it by reminding yourself that your reasons for quitting (more on that below) are bigger than your cravings — and that you’re capable and strong enough to make this a lasting life change

-Yeah, I always tell to myself 'I am the master of my own feeling and cravings, nothing else can control except myself.." it does work..

That's it, just wanted to share with you guys what I'm going through.. and pleasee help me quit smoking! Til next time!

Thank you for watching MHH, we'll be right back!

Hello peeps! Welcome back to my super cool Blog..ehm.. Oh well, I'm in a very, VERY good mood! Surprising! Wanna know why I'm in such a good mood? 'Cause I'm inspired! Do you wanna know who or what inspired me? Well, it's more of a who, HA, you'll never believe it.. The blonde, DULL, voice/talent-less, dramatic little Taylor. Huh? Oh, you wanna know which Taylor I'm talking about? Well isn't it obvious? I think my description fits the character perfectly! But in case it didn't, YES, I'm talking about the NOT one and only TAYLOR SWIFT! HAHAHAH, wait a minute, I wanna share this with you! I found it on the web:

Awe, don't get me wrong I mean, I LOVE KESHA! But only her music 'cause I really think she lacks of personality and I've been told that her live performances are awful! Plus, terrible, TERRIBLE aspect, I mean, what's up with what she wore to the VMA's? Still I respect her music 'cause I love to party and that's what basically all her songs are about P.A.R.T.Y.! ANYWAY! The whole point of this entry, phew I almost forgot to tell ya peeps! I'm hoping you saw the VMA's last night? Yes, boring! And actually I skipped Taylor performance, yeah haha, I was watching it with my mom and then a sweet voice warned me that Taylor was coming up, the sweet voice of Chelsea Handler well, I knew that THAT was my cue to get out of the room! "uuh I'll be right back, I'm gonna go spin over my own axis, back in 5!" Well, now I regret it! How could I missed that performance!! And OH MY GAD! What's up with Kanye West man! I mean, I'd rather see Taylor than Kanye, at least I could've laughed about it and Kanye was simply B.O.R.I.N.G.! Actually the whole show was boring, and dull.. Still I logged in to my YouTube account earlier today and I watched Taylor's performance, yeah well.. At second 30 I typed LOL cats into my browser, but still, I read some comments about the VMA's 2010 about the whole show in general and oh gosh, people literally ate T. Swift's rep, even faithful fans.. That's gotta hurt, I do take sympathy for the girl I mean, she looks like a good person, even though she too lacks of personality.. But still, I think she thought she would gain some "angel" rep after her performance, well it's said that her song was dedicated to Kanye West, as you may remember in the VMA's  2009 Kanye pulled a stupid, insignificant stunt while Taylor accepted her award, and she wanted to get back to him.. Awe sweetie, NEWS FLASH! Kanye isn't what he used to be anymore, actually Twitter brought him back to life, HA! A social network.. Oh! What would've had happened if he wouldn't have created an account? I'm pretty sure that MTV might have forgotten to call him to perform, not that it would make a DIFFERENCE! Well, where he is right now, he totally deserves it! KARMA bitch! Ha.. I know I've been talking trash about Taylor but what Kanye did (2009) was totally unnecessary and really, really stupid!  Still, I heard that Taylor was offered to perform in the Broadway production West Side Story, well I think that Broadway suits perfectly for Taylor, maybe it'll help her build a personality, and a lot of on-stage techniques.. On second thought, judging by her performance on the 2009 movie Valentines Day, unless that her character was purposely made that way, she was lame and terrible.. Oh dear.. I think showbiz is not for her.. Best wishes Taylor, hope that someday you'll find your way! :)

Ok, I'm bored now, enough of Lady T! I reviewed earlier the list of the MTV VMA's nominees, WHATS UP WITH THAT! I'm shocked, it's like we've fallen into a music hell hole!! "Thank you for tuning MHH, up next Justin Bieber with his number one hit "Baby", and in 15 minutes Drake with "Forever" Stay Tuned on MHH, we'll be right back!" Oh yes, THE HORROR (As Sheldon Cooper would say), I mean, where the hell is I don't know, I'll stick to the basics here! Miley Cyrus, La Roux, The Killers, Avril, Britney, Pink, Christina (even though her last album sucked!),Beyonce?.. How come Kanye, Drake, Taylor, Linkin Park got to perform and NOT Lady "this generation's music heroine" GaGa, also I was expecting a Katy Perry perfomance! She looked stunning. Oh no, instead let's present Justin Bieber and release a projectile drumstick into the crowd.. YEAH!! That's completely original! Black Eyed Peas? A funner perfomance of Paramore, I LOVE Hayley Williams but she could've done a lot better! 

Aside that, the whole concept of this year VMA's was BAD, the only good thing that came out of it was GaGa! As stunning, beautiful, sincere, thankful, and inviting as always! Also she revealed the title of her new CD "Born This Way" and sang a few bars of the song, stunning as usual GaGa, God Bless You!

T.G.I.F.

Hello peeps! I wanna share with you my new obsession! Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.) by Katy Perry! I'm not a big Katy Perry fan, I mean, I love her music but I just can't stand HER! I don't know why, there's something about her, maybe it's her CD Teenage Dream scent of cotton candy, or the fact that she talked trash about Lady GAGA (is probably that), or.. who knows! Anywho, I LOVE THIG SONG! It takes me back to every single messed up party I've attended throughout my crazy teenage years, well I'm not a teenager anymore, I'm 22 and my last crazy party was like a month ago.. hehe.. But like I've settled down all I got is the memories of those good ol' days, and THIS song brings them all together, it's crazy! And one more thing, her Teenage Dream CD, ignoring the fact that is cotton candy scented, is REALLY GOOD! No, I can't stand the woman, but the music is good so here's to good music! 'Till next time

It's hilarious! Comment if you love it and if you've experienced any of the things she say

There's a stranger in my bed,
There's a pounding in my head
Glitter all over the room
Pink flamingos in the pool
I smell like a minibar
DJ's passed out in the yard
Barbie's on the barbeque
This a hickie or a bruise?

Pictures of last night
Ended up online
I'm screwed
Oh well
It's a black top blur
But I'm pretty sure it ruled
Damn

Last Friday night
Yeah we danced on tabletops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard
Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a menage a trois
Last Friday night
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we're gonna stop-op
Whoa-oh-oah
This Friday night
Do it all again
This Friday night
Do it all again

Trying to connect the dots
Don't know what to tell my boss
Think the city towed my car
Chandelier is on the floor
Ripped my favorite party dress
Warrants out for my arrest
Think I need a ginger ale
That was such an epic fail

Pictures of last night
Ended up online
I'm screwed
Oh well
It's a blacked out blur
But I'm pretty sure it ruled
Damn

Last Friday night
Yeah we danced on table tops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah we maxed our credits card
And got kicked out of the bars
So we hit the boulevards
Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping int he dark
Then had a menage a trois
Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we're gonna stop-op
Oh whoa oh
This Friday night
Do it all again
This Friday night
Do it all again
This Friday night

T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.
T.G.I.F.

Last Friday night
Yeah we danced on table tops
And we took too many shots
Think we kissed but I forgot
Last Friday night
Yeah we maxed our credit cards
And got kicked out of the bar
So we hit the boulevard
Last Friday night
We went streaking in the park
Skinny dipping in the dark
Then had a menage a trois
Last Friday night

Yeah I think we broke the law
Always say we're gonna stop
Oh-whoa-oh
This Friday night
Do it all again

Life.. or something like it

First of all YES, I stole the title from an Angelina Jolie (sighs) movie! But this entry is not about the movie, in fact it's been ages since I last saw it. Ok now that we got that clear, I haven't been able to post anything and considering my last post of Monterrey being unsafe, just to make everything clear I'M NOT DEAD! YAY.. surprisingly! And in case you're wondering Monterrey just got worse, not the point though! Anyhow... 

I'd love to begin this entry with this not quite simple question  - what is life? Everybody has its own definition of life, I HOPE, but there's still this whole concept based upon that term, YES, everybody has it's own definition, but it revolves around this mysterious concept, and this is worldwide! Like, for example, religion, each religion is different, has different beliefs and different customs but they all revolve in one SAME thing: a superior being, but thats just logical it was just an example.Now whats the concept of life? There are some basic ground rules like having goals, never wish evil to others, act for yourself blah blah.. Karma is a bitch! Oh yes, that's a rule, one of the ugliest but most pleasant rules of life.. Everything you do, do it with love! Well that last rule, I believe, was created to make us less miserable and have a pleasant stay in this planet but still it is not easy to achieve. 

I find that the concept of life evolves depending, not on your age, but on you level of maturity, it depends a lot on your priorities, and well, if you're lucky enough, this priorities won't change, but evolve as you're growing and as you make your way into the real world, like let's say when you're 15 your priority is to be skinny (just an example) and then you grow up and you find that your priority is to be a model! Thats what I meant when I said that priorities evolve, if you're lucky enough. But then you face yourself with people that get stuck in their priorities like- 15 year old girl: MY  BEST FRIEND SAID I'M FAT :'( (and she bursts into tears), same girl 10 years later, SAME SITUATION, oh, trust me! It DOES happen! I know a few people that are like that, I just think its ANNOYING! Like this one time, this girl called her best friend, she got all worried because of how she sounded, so hysterical! and she said, I need your help! (crying a river), the best friend responded: what's wrong? and the girl said: My jeans are tighter! I think I gained 1 pound (bursting into MORE tears). I don't know what happened after that because her friend hung up on her, and she had an excellent reason to hang up! COME ON!!! GROW UP! 

Ok, let's talk about me, when I was in school my priority was basketball, my goal was to be a great basketball player, did I achieved my goal? I really think I did, ok check! NEXT! High school, yes it started off with basketball but then I decided that sports weren't my life (just because practice took place 7 days a week), so I had to change it, that's when all my fascination for animals and Greenpeace began, and let me say this, that's still one of my priorities in life! Everything I do revolves around that someday I'll be on a ship saving Killer Whales! YEAH! ok that doesn't sound bad ass at all, but still, I love the bad ass attitude, then I discovered the musicals!! Ok here, if you participate in a musical you are automatically a GEEK! And I admit, I was scared at the beginning, and I just entered there as staff for one specific purpose: resume! for what? GREENPEACE! and I ended up loving the whole dramatic arts, its amazing, and right now thats what I'm studying and that's one of my top priorities, still Greenpeace has a special place in my heart! Ok so, I started in school because that's when all my priorities lead me to who I am today, of course I skipped out the dark side hehe.. 

OK I'll tell you, but don't make fun, I was so young and soooo naive! My obsession when I was a 13 year old girl: Britney Spears! YES, everything I did was because of her, or for her actually I used to send her birthday cards haha a little creepy I'll admit, but yes I had an obsession, she was my priority (omg silly and lame I know don't judge me please!!), and my goal was to go to a concert! GOAL ACHIEVED! And I'll have to say, one of the best experiences of my life, it was amazing! Though, I did cry a lot in the first half (*blushing*) because I was super excited OMG IT'S BRITNEY!!! :D :D :) :) :'O :'( 

Then.. this is very embarrassing, but I'll share it with you anyway, I wanted to be a nun! YES from the Legionaries of Christ, that was a passion, and a serious cocowash! But actually that thought stayed for almost 5 years, 14 -19! So for those years that was my priority, any ordinary girl would tell lies and sneak off to drink or to make out with their boyfriends, but uh-uh NOT ME, I sneaked out to go to Church.. Oh My Gosh! I'm already regretting sharing this with you, but hey! what the hell! This is the whole point of this blog entry, isn't it?

Well, in between those years, Avril Lavigne came along! Gosh another Britney-like obsession, yes I was older but I've always been that passionate for the things I like, so I bought myself a guitar and entered to guiter lessons, which thats a good thing, but no, I didn't stay for long because then N'Sync came along.. HA HA.. JUST KIDDING ABOUT THAT ONE, fun fact, I never liked stupid boy bands (bye bye byeee bye bye - gross), but I still have my guitar as a reminder of my childhood obsessions hehe.. well, the guitar thing didn't work out so I tried to imitate her style, so I went "punk", oh yes, I used to buy all my clothes in Hot Topic, hahahahaha omg, but then, THANK GOD, I began High School in the most elite school of Monterrey, so if I didn't wanted to be judged I had to change! 

Those years of my life weren't my finest hour but, still, they helped me to grow and to be who I am today, which.. I don't want to sound too egocentric but, I love who I am and I wouldn't change me for nobody else! So life.. life for me is taking all the good and the bad and make something wonderful out of it! I do believe that  love makes the world go 'round, peace is something the whole world has to work on, understanding, respect, all of these little things are the ones that really count, life for me is a wonderful experience, every step you make is something new you'll discover, it's so fascinating, of course sometimes life itself gets bored and LOVES to play tricks on you, but to know that you get over it and move on is a sign of strength, growth, maturity and intelligence! Learn to laugh about the crappy unrealistic situations that happen only to you! And never set your priorities and your goals aside 'cause in the end, you're all alone in this world, and all your achievements and all you did for yourself are the things that'll make you happy, the one person you decide to wait for to be with her and finally get her, and stay with her to accompany you along your journey.. Aaaahh I LOVE LIFE! :) Cheers everyone! 'till next time!

As terrifying as terror is

Recently the situation in my city is not doing well concerning safety. I don't understand what's the point of this useless "war", i don't even know if it is actually a war, but whatever this is, is scaring the hell out of everybody.
Monterrey used to be a "safe" city, I mean, we could go out at night and stay out 'till late and never be worried about how dangerous it can be, and now it's as simple as: if you don't have to go out, then don't, at any time of the day. There's this things called "Narco Bloqueos" it's like drug lords making a barricade in the streets and not letting anyone through 'till they give up their cars to them, and they just walk around with guns on their hands, 17 years old kids! For Christ sake, this is Monterrey's next generation we're talking about! It really makes me sad to see kids involved with the whole drug dealers and this war. 
Recently the terror has spread all over the state, San Pedro used to be the safest place to be, that's where I live, but surprise! This weekend we had 2 shootings, so basically nobody's safe and I really don't get the point of terrorizing the people, worried parents can never be at peace, I don't even go out because I don't want to worry my mother, and to be honest I'm kind of freaked out myself. 
Fortunately for me I do have a plan, I always have a plan, and it's not to run away but to stay safe and make my own life, start over, in New York City! Let's see how that goes. New York have always been my dream and now it seems even more right to be there and not here, I'll let you know if everything goes as planned! In the meanwhile I'll be writing more from this crappy city. Cheers!

All I hear is bah, blah, blah

What's your level of concentration when someone tells you something that you have no interest in AT ALL?! Mine is negative89327457208, yeah, I pretend that I listen by looking at them and nodding once or twice but, my mind, is in Jupiter! I don't have to be thinking in something interesting, anything is better than listening to a lame LAMEEE story, like, let's say, while your eyes are glued to the other persons eyes (pretending to listen) behind him you see a small ant climbing the wall.. my mind goes THERE 'hmm.. that little ant is soo cute and so tiny, well.. after all, it IS an ant, and ants are usually small, hmm, what other animals are that small.. ooh ladybugs, I wish cockroaches were that small, eww cockroaches! DISGUSTING! as disgusting as flies, damn i hate mosquitoes...' and I can go on and on and on thinking about VERY STUPID THINGS! but anything is more interesting than whatever story my dude is telling me.But the worst part is when they POP the question "WHAT DO YOU THINK? WHO IS RIGHT? BUT TELL ME WHYYYYY!!!" that's when I think "SHIT! improvise!!" then I say "I didn't understand that well" or the simplest way out: "Honey! obviously I think exactly the same thing that you think! It's obvious!" and then their response, hopefully, will be "I know right!" and then it all starts again! LAME!

Huh? Did you just say Love?

Ok so how common it is when everybody notices that YOU'RE in love except, well.. YOURSELF! Damn! it happens to me ALL THE TIME, specially now, I don't know why I can't see it, maybe I love to live in denial, love? No, really, LOVE?? Uh.. no.. not for me thanks!

See, i'm not saying that I haven't tried it, I mean, that's exactly why I'm in denial, 'cause I've been there, but this is the 1st time that I ended up broken up and shattered, and I seriously don't think that it has anything to do with karma, I mean, we've all been in relationships were its all sunshine and butterflies at the beginning, but it gets all dark and unsatisfying, and SUFFOCATING, and messed up! I bet everybody have been through that, and as soon as you get out of that crazy, non-healthy relationship you get into another one.. And it's the same thing all over again!

  

All of a sudden you catch a glimpse of sunshine when you see her, or him, and YOU KNOW.. SHIT SHE'S HOT! The first impression is the most important one 'cause that's the one that's gonna help you decide whether to make an approach or not, let's say you decide to walk up to her (or him) and you get all nervous and clumsy, don't you think to yourself "damn, it's been a LONG TIME since the last time I felt this way! It's AWESOME! (even though she's sooo totally laughing at me right now because of my stutter, my clumsiness and God forbid she noticed my sweaty hands!)"? Well, look at the bright side, if she noticed then she's gonna think "Awee HOW CUTE!" or "She's so weird! I think i'm scared, I better run a few blocks 'till i'm somewhere safe!" If your case is option A, well you did it! ASK HER OUT, if it's option B, if you really like her,pray to God you'll see her again soon and act normal, or come with an excuse like "I'm sorry, i'm waaaaaasted!" 

Anyway.. yeah.. that excuse always work, but you have to be charming, and very, VERY charismatic, not in a creepy way though! Ok so let's say you guys start talking and then you exchange numbers! Congratulations, you're less than half there! :D YES! you should be happy! Probably the only accomplishment you have made in you WHOLE PATHETIC LIFE! So be proud! A day goes by and you call her, you go out, well of course you're nervous, make sure to change your shirt if you sweat it all over before you even get out of the house! So, you go pick her up, or you meet here somewhere and as it turns out SHE'S NOT ONLY HOT! SHE'S WONDERFUL, talented, intelligent, has a fashion sense, and everything you like! So basically, at first instance, she's PERFECT! She's the one I wanna be with!- Some people don't get that feeling the first date, but I certainly do -  Later on if it all goes well, everything gets a little bit sexier, and sexier, and SEXIER! So yeah, you basically end up in the bedroom and you say it again, SHE'S PERFECT, I want more of her! So, what i'm saying is: At this point, if everything you've read in this note have happened to you then you're SCREWED! 

Yeah, 'cause you may be feeling all this but how do you know for sure that she feels that way too, she could be saying nice things to you just to get more passionate, one can NEVER KNOW until you get way in TOO DEEP! And then it is too late to get out and you'll be hangin' for her for a loooong time, even though she doesn't want anything else to do with you but just plain sex! Or a summer lovin' story! Or something to brag about with her friends like: "OMG you guys! I went to Monterrey this summer and I hooked up with the prettiest girl!" But that's it, no emotional feelings involved. This is sort of my most recent love story, It didn't happen that way exactly but sure I ended up like the little guy with the rope around his neck :p.. Yeah, in case YOU haven't noticed, i'm VERY dramatic! So in the meanwhile, I still want her! It's been 2 months and I dont want anyone else! So right now, love is not on my side! 

No writing skills at all

Ok, so.. I'm so very new at this, this is my first Blog ever! and I really dont know what to share, I need to practice my writing skills (really, this is for a major purpose) so please, please, pleeeease if you have any tips for me feel free to post!